Reality

I know many have been through this..these lonely, aware nights..the feeling of running away from something, scared of being alone and lonely..but confused which way is it better..being with someone or being all alone, just by yourself..being with someone sometimes just seems a more scarier a thought, because u know its one big vicious circle and it ends right there, where u were standing before being with someone happened...you just start feeling scared of being with someone..some times just being alone and lonely starts appearing much better a proposition..you yearn for someone but then you don't want to go through it all once more over and again, leaving you more screwed up than the last time..whats the solution? Whats the better bet? Can bets be better really? After all its a bet,
everything is a damn bet after all, you always have the fear of losing at the back, in there. So should you stop playing completely? Is it worth the try? Should you? Should you not? Or can you avoid it altogether? May be..or may be not..all just i guess boils down to "bound to happen" stuff...one word..destiny! For it. You get screwed in your life as much you ought to..endure it buddy! Relish it if it lasts long enough...if it doesn't...then, destiny may bless us all!